What happened?

Subject: Re: What happened? Sun May 24, 2009 9:02 pm

Ah sorry for not comming on much anymore, the reason is...nothing is happening much and I realised that my character doesn't have anything to do with everyone around so...I'm pretty much of an intruder or some stranger freak half robotic so um, I would like to rp of course...but I don't feel really at ease here since most of the people here know each other and blablah so, well, like I said on the other forum.

I should take my leave for awhile, taking some times to myself and think...or I'll start up some depression if I don't do something(Injurie is moving away soon and my family is stressing me alot, I don't want to grab the dagger on my desk and do something unforgivable)...sorry Ryu for not comming anymore. (And my ''love story'' irl is making me insane and much more that I don't want to write it down there).

I had good moments here I admit and it was fun to rp with a few people here, but so much has happened that makes me dislike the site much more...well, keep this on if you people want but don't expect me to rp much...alright then, sorry for the trouble, bye bye and maybe see you all later.

Kaito doesn't seem to come much and I don't know why if you were about to ask me for him Ryu. Oh and Haichu...I lost your phone number sorry, thats why I couldn't call you when I needed the most ;.;....I really needed to talk with someone or atleast someone else than my sister! Believe me I hate her so much! Because of her silliness I would never feel good when I'm with--anyway...just call me someday if you feel like it...

Subject: Re: What happened? Sun May 24, 2009 9:32 pm

*shakes him*

pull yourself together!! You know you can always talk to us here!

why do you 'dislike the site?' nothing much really happened ... >_>;

Len read my Pm

Subject: Re: What happened? Sun May 24, 2009 9:59 pm

COME ON LEN
we may not see each other ever, but we can give advices
you can talk to us, we're like comfort people
plus i like your rping style

come on don't leave T_T

Subject: Re: What happened? Sun May 24, 2009 10:44 pm

just give me some times to cure from this uncurable illiness and thank you for your concern. Sorry I didn't mean to offend you by the ''dislike'' the site much I really didn't mean it that way I was just...sad while writing this and it came out wrong ;.;

Subject: Re: What happened? Mon May 25, 2009 7:02 am

Kura: Oh my...Haichu is having a panic attack hissy fit...

Haichu: NO LEN DON'T LEAVE PLEASE!!!! YOUR MY ONLY FRIEND HERE (Kura doesn't count neither does Kyen cause we are having issues and Kura is elswhere!)

PLEASE LEN DONT! I KNOW HOW IT FELT CAUSE I WENT SUICIDAL (again) AND AM CUTTING MYSELF!!! I COULDN'T CALL BECAUSE MY MOM(Kura's mom) TOOK THE PHONE AWAY!!!! I WANT TO CALL TO MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER BUT NOW I CAN!!!!

610-395-8712 Home
484-547-1478 Cell

LEN DONT LEAVE YOU HAVE A NORMAL CHARACTER COMPARED TO MOST PEOPLE!!! I MEAN ITS ALSO CREATIVE!!! I DONT WANT TO LOOSE MORE FRIENDS EVEN IF WE DONT KNOW EACH OTHER IN REAL LIFE!!! HECK WE MIGHT EVEN GO TO CANADA THIS SUMMER!!!! JUST PLEASE DONT LEAVE I HATE WHEN PEOPLE DO CAUSE THEN I FEEL ALONE!

PS: IM CALLING RIGHT NOW!

Subject: Re: What happened? Mon May 25, 2009 8:54 am

Aye sorry I didn't hear the phone....*noticed the misses calls* when I'm sleeping nothing wakes me up exept voices from nearby aha...sorry to make you all worries this much guys, I'll try to stay on the good road as well as you all and forget about my sis and many other things that are all stressing me, drawing makes me feels better so I might post them here if its okay. Thank you for the phone numbers Haichu I note them this time in a place where I won't lose them!

Oh and I made a weird dream last night o.o
I was walking somewhere that I don't know (you know in your dream, everything is most of the time blurry and you can't control much your own movements and words that you say) and I end up infront of a house, I knock on the door and a young asian girl (that doesn't mean that I'm really old compared to her!) answered, I smiled alittle embarrassed first before saying.

Me: Hello!
The girl: *looks at me with a weird expression* ...who are you?
Me: *blink* its me! Len....
The girl: *with a surprised expression, after several minutes* OMG!!!! LEN!! Its really you! <D
Me and the girl would hugged on tightly each other, this moment seems to last forever lol.
Me: Glad too see you Haichu^^

And then I woke up.

Me: ....what the...ah its 10 in the morning...

Subject: Re: What happened? Mon May 25, 2009 9:40 am

For som reason it's dejavu cause I had a dream ike that ...

Weird...but awsome!! Calling againl

Subject: Re: What happened? Mon May 25, 2009 10:40 pm

XD there's a dream to brighten you up XD

Subject: Re: What happened? Mon May 25, 2009 10:43 pm

heh i want a dream like that XD
and don't go there Ryuuou, i warn you
XP

Subject: Re: What happened? Tue May 26, 2009 12:13 am

After many tears and avoiding the attractiveness of my dagger resting on my desk, I had some times to think...and like I told to Ryu...da mmit its cheesy and embarrassing...I can't leave both site like this because its...*bites tongue and sigh* ....its like a big family...heh...>//<

Subject: Re: What happened? Tue May 26, 2009 12:16 am

hehehe
yaay Len ^^

lol
i can't believe i still say yaay
XD that rhymes

Subject: Re: What happened? Tue May 26, 2009 12:19 am

Ah cullen...who would have thought of that I mean...first I didn't know what to think of you on the other site, then I was afraid of you, and then I started to appreciate you and now its okay, and here theres no fangirl on you dam mit! I hate that...

Subject: Re: What happened? Tue May 26, 2009 12:23 am

XD
so you want me to be all girly and sadistic??
LOL

ROFL
omg i'm dying of laughter
i just imagined myself being girly and sadistic at the same time
O_o
ROFL

my sister's looking at me funny now XD

Subject: Re: What happened? Tue May 26, 2009 12:27 am

hey! O_O give that dagger to kaito and tell him to hide it.

and don't think stabbing your self in the heart would end your life quickly >_> it doesn't work that way .. believe me I know... I've had to study that

Subject: Re: What happened? Tue May 26, 2009 12:28 am

hey! O_O give that dagger to kaito and tell him to hide it.

and don't think stabbing your self in the heart would end your life quickly >_> it doesn't work that way .. believe me I know... I've had to study that

Subject: Re: What happened? Tue May 26, 2009 12:29 am

=_=
yeah
go all phsychiatrist at Len Ryuuou
weird

Subject: Re: What happened? Tue May 26, 2009 12:30 am

I...never said anything about being sadistic or...hmm....and again you are dying of laughter...*shakes head* ayaye mada...remember our conversation about how painful it is to die of laughter? Don't make me say it again its too much to write on. Something that makes me laugh...this face +)

I wouldn't have killed me with a dagger no no! I would only cut some nice little slice on my arms thats all, aah don't need to make a drama Ryu its not killing. Its only....um....+)

Subject: Re: What happened? Tue May 26, 2009 12:49 am

yeah i know Len
i've tried cutting myself with scissors
tch...not pretty, not at all
*shudders*
i'll never try that again
sometimes my own blood makes me feel dizzy

but i suggest not cutting yourself, it's just sad for me to know my friends hurt themselves
Smile

Subject: Re: What happened? Tue May 26, 2009 8:28 am

yea it wouldn't be pretty like you said...and besides it would only stressing up sister and dad, and about the dizziness...thats not the blood who's making me sick, but human flesh, eeh. (I remember when Injurie was watching an operation on tv, I couldn't watch and I waited in the kitchen)

And recently my sister keep on playing on some xbox game and she is the kind of person that when she lose...she's screaming, yelling, crying...complaining *eyes twitches* all of these! And I'm right besides her...and I remember this.

Rin: Dam mit how come I got killed?!--*and it goes on and on...*
Me: *couldn't contain myself anymore* Then stop playing if you suck this bad!
Rin: Don't talk to me like that! *throws the controller at me*
Me: *run away, speechless*
Rin: Your only my little brother so shut up!

Grr...oh well, thats how she is...don't hate her for that I guess, aye sorry if I write alot these days about random fact.

Subject: Re: What happened? Tue May 26, 2009 8:43 am

haichu cuts now...thanks to the drama and stuff.....i feel bad...LEN DO NOT CUT!!! IT IS BAD!!!! (Haichu almost died from bloodloss)

You could die from cutting

Subject: Re: What happened? Tue May 26, 2009 2:37 pm

I'm abit confused now...alright I'll make this clear, I won't cut myself okay?! I will never! Sorry Haichu for making you worrying this much...I'll stop talking about bad things from irl and shut it.

Subject: Re: What happened? Tue May 26, 2009 4:03 pm

Haichu: ja!!! Len no cutting! Only I can for reasons >_> (no offense and stuff)

Kyen: yeah but I take the knife away majority of the time...

Haichu: i iknow -.-

Subject: Re: What happened? Wed May 27, 2009 4:19 pm

hey hey haichu! nextime get kyen to talk on the phone toos ^^-

Subject: Re: What happened? Wed May 27, 2009 4:29 pm

*raises eyebrow*

what phone? you gave her your number?!

Subject: Re: What happened? Wed May 27, 2009 11:04 pm

eh? no o.o I ment on mako/maki's phone ^^-

... what's your number anyways.. someone's been calling me >.>;